Friday, July 31, 2009

Emotions are the Gateway to the Spiritual

Sixteen years ago this week I nearly died while giving birth to my first child. She and I both survived thanks to the wonderful midwives and doctors who took over when her and I forgot how to dance the birth dance. Birth and death. And support.

We forget that every time a woman has sex she implicitly and unconsciously accepts that she might get pregnant. And therefore she implicitly and unconsciously accepts that she might die in childbirth: the unconscious, primal brain doesn't know if we have access to a high tech hospital at the moment. So every time a woman lets go into sexual intercourse she needs to trust that the support will be there when she needs it later on, from her family, her community or as a minimum from her partner. When a woman knows that support is unlikely to be authentic or when she has had repeated experiences of not receiving support, her flow is interrupted and her emotions are disturbed. She appears 'dramatic', 'irrational', 'out of control', 'hysterical' and she scares those around her, her male partner(s?) in particular.

Men who are repeatedly exposed to women in that state of interrupted flow become suspicious (or scared) of emotions. "Emotions are overrated" a wounded man told me today.

But listen to the word: e-motion. In-motion. Comes from the Latin 'movere' : to move. Emotions keep things moving, keep life in motion. We need flow to go through life. We need flow to go through change, through transition, through every birth, through every death, through every rebirth. Emotions are necessary to human growth because they keep life flowing. And as such they are the key to the spiritual: they move us on to where we need to be. Emotions help us become.

We associate emotions with the heart. And where we are all heading is back to the Heart of God. It's not call the Head of God. It is called the Heart of God because that is where our heart melts into the Divine to connect us back to Oneness. The more emotions flow the more easily we are moved. Moved to love, to Love and to the Heart of God, the Heart of the Mystery.

In truth I am always the Heart of God and the more I embody Its Feminine aspect, the more I love people. Not just the special people in my life, not just my clients: everybody.

Through the Heart of God we Love all.

As we are finding a new way of being human, it is important to remember that when we birth something new some old things will die for sure.

And e-motions are what will carry us through this evolution.

Emotions are the gateway to the spiritual.

Do YOU trust your emotions to show you the way?

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Angelic Human Race

A friend just sent me this about Planetary Awakening and Human Angels. He sent it to me because as he was watching it my face appeared to him and he felt he had to pass this on to me.

When I watched it I burst into tears of relief that someone was explaining who I am with such accuracy. There is more to me now than just being a human angel. Through lifetimes on Earth I am also a human being and more recently have most definitely started embodying the Goddess, aka the Divine Feminine. But being an Angel is my true basic nature as far back as I can remember.

If the video strikes a chord with you, please leave a comment below. And if you know someone that you feel you need to send it to, please just forward the link of this blog post or that video to them! You don't know how much you might help them.

(Warning: if you don't like Enya, I love you anyway: switch the sound off and just watch and read)

What do YOU think? Leave me a comment!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Firing the Grid II

Oops, sorry! Totally missed that one and did not think to post about the second firing of the grid as I thought it would be sweet and smooth sailing for everyone, including me.

Yesterday I was invited by a girlfriend I really love to share her blanket at a Concert in the Park. And let me tell you: I was REALLY looking forward to that! I was picking up kids from several locations and keeping various promises on the way there. I was substantially delayed at every stop and by a series of "accidents", by 6.19PM EST, the time of the firing of the grid I was with ALL my family in my favorite spot in the world on a beautiful summer evening! The only person who was abroad happened to phone at just that moment and so was also present. That exact combination had never happened before. And we were eating ice cream! Now, that does not happen often!

I did not plan this in any way. It literally happened in spite of my best efforts to reach another goal. In fact I was quite upset about letting my friend down and let the kids know I had expected a little more cooperation from them!

I only read the firing the grid email this morning and it says: "On Tuesday July 28th, 2009, Fire The Grid II will occur for one hour. During that time, a window of opportunity will open where people can use the incredibly powerful incoming energy to create the New World of their dreams."

Of course my personal dream is to have my children around me together with their Dad, eating good food in a safe place, at the heart of our community and that is exactly what I was given.

And when I think about creating the New World of my dreams, that is also what I wish for everyone to have: safety, good food, community and love.

And if you read the message below you will see that I was completely in tune with the intention of the Firing, without even knowing it consciously! Love it!

This was the original info about the Firing of the Grid:

( From: )

Fire The Grid II
Create The New World

In July, 2007 millions of people learned about the original Fire The Grid event and participated in the greatest coming together of spiritual minds ever!

That historic gathering is about to be repeated.

On Tuesday July 28th, 2009, Fire The Grid II will occur for one hour. During that time, a window of opportunity will open where people can use the incredibly powerful incoming energy to create the New World of their dreams.

This is a rare opportunity for spiritually-minded people to come together and shape the future of this planet. For one hour, we will have the chance to create a world where people enjoy peace and freedom, and where everyone has the chance to express their abilities and contribute to a new tomorrow.

Join us and help fire the grid of human consciousness around the world. Fire the planetary grid with your love, your inspiration, and your vision of a loving and peaceful planet.

Fire The Grid II: Create The New World
This historic one-hour gathering of minds will begin at:
New York time – 6:19 pm on Tuesday, 28th July
Los Angeles time – 3:19 pm on Tuesday, 28th July
British Summer Time – 11:19 pm on Tuesday, 28th July
Sydney, Australia’s time will be a day later – 8:19 am on Wednesday July 29th
New Zealand – 10:19 am on Wednesday July 29th

A Word From the Organizer

Shelley Yates was given the information on Fire The Grid I & II by Light Beings. She has this to say about these events:

"On July 17th 2007, human beings from every corner of the world participated in the largest mass meditation the earth has ever seen. Now, in 2009, the grid is well lit, meaning that there are more humans awake and aware than ever before in the history of our time here on earth. It means we have many conduits working at their maximum level to facilitate great change. It means that we no longer have to live in the world that was but can create the world we choose. It means that there are enough of us willing and ready to assist in global change. People from all over the world are ready and are together."

How to Participate

Shelley goes on to say, "We will sit in contemplation of the world that will be. This is an hour of earthly creation with the highest degree of pure intention. Use meditation, prayer, thought, music or intention - any tool of your choosing to manifest the world we so desire into being. Imagine millions of humans sitting, taking a stand for something better; a world of equality of balance of harmony and joy. We will gather for one hour and hold the vision of a world fed, a world of abundance for all, a world of joyful experiences. This world holds pure potential for all humans.

"With this in mind, set about seeing in your mind what that world looks like. See green fields, beautiful clear rivers and clean air. Now see abundance for everyone; see people smiling, happy, well fed, well cared for. See humans sharing and cooperating. What does that look like, you ask? Simply imagine it. Really see it in your mind. The imagination is the paintbrush of our creations. See it here during this very special energy time. See it here and dream it into being. We will collectively see it and dream it into being. Remember you are not alone, there are millions of us intending this new world into place.

"Now put details into your dream, see all of the beauty you desire. Add color and delight. The more detailed your dream, the more tangible we make our intention. See the people of the world living in harmony not only with each other but with the planet itself. See engineering taking a turn to work with nature for the betterment of both all humanity and the earth itself, working together for the betterment of all. People all sharing in a plan to challenge the old ideas and incorporate new, better, healthier ideas. The winds of change can be directed and this is our opportunity to consciously choose that direction. It is the time of a great gathering, a uniting of minds to create a better way, a way without exclusion. We can change the world. It begins with our hearts and minds."

"Visualize peace and abundance for all. This is the time we see the world we choose to live in. See it in all its splendor; you must see even that which you could not believe to be true. Imagine in your mind a community sharing and caring for all. Imagine a world of plenty using systems that work with our earth for a sustainable coexistence with humanity. See peoples' needs and desires met in a loving, peaceful manner cooperating so that all will benefit.

"See it! What does it look like? See the people in your life living in harmony. See the children of the world in comfort and delight choosing just like us. A cooperative planet sharing the journey, seeing to the needs of all, including our great Mother Earth."

For further information, visit:

This article was written by Owen Waters, author of the
FREE e-book revealing the 12 stages of human development,

"Follow the Yellow Brick Road: A Journey in Consciousness"

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Obviously Something Bigger was Going On

A deeply spiritual friend recently wrote to me: "Was just reading through you older blog posts & discovered I too have been having similar experiences. I really connect to the post Saturday July 11 - huge sadness. I went through that too - thought it was just me. Obviously something bigger was going on"

We often get so caught up in how busy our lives are with looking after others who need us (which is his case, I happen to know) so we think we are the only ones experiencing the highs and the lows. Some of us can also get trapped in our heads and wonder 'why' and 'what' and 'when' and 'why me' and 'how do I make it happen' and we forget that something bigger is ALWAYS going on. At some times it is more dramatic and noticeable than others but even when we are in a groove and life is everyday and easy, something bigger is going on.

  1. Recognize how the Divine is unfolding and what the energies are doing to us here on earth as the first step.
  2. Consciously align yourself to that flow so you can tap into it and makes your life meaningful, sweet and easy.

We are the All and we are the Nothing all at once.
The Beginning and the End.
The infinitely vast and the infinitely small.

So as such, something bigger is always going on:

pay attention = be aware


flow with it = surrender to the Divine

What is YOUR story? What do YOU do to stay in tune with the Divine Healing Energy flow?

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Divine Feminine Portal Today

I have just realized why I had such a fuzzy head and finding it near impossible to think in a linear way today: it is a very very special day for working with the Divine Feminine. If you consciously work with the Goddess, her awakening or the rebalancing of the male an female energies, today is a portal.

You know how it is with portals: the more you open up and surrender, the more you receive.

I was visited by Archangel Uriel first thing this morning on waking up. He asked me to blog about human emotions and to write about our relationships with Angels. The experience was delightful and powerful.

My Twitter friend
Caryl Haxworth wrote to me today: " I woke with a very similar experience this morning. I had a pulsating energy running throughout my body and suddenly 4 words were given to me, "Attuned with the Divine!" "

Some have told me about feeling dizzy or finding it difficult to stay grounded today. Others on the other hand are feeling super creative and connected.

So today:

  1. connect with the Divine Feminine
  2. stay grounded
  3. stay hydrated
  4. rest if you need to
  5. listen for messages and watch out for signs
  6. pay attention to connections: many positive and gentle souls noticing each other and gathering at the moment
  7. be aware of any noticeable changes in the way you function (today I have become even more psychic and intuitive than before and I can now see the pattern of what people are saying. These abilities have been coming along and today is a leap.)
  8. Be very careful with your boundaries as they are being tested. DEMAND RESPECT and SUPPORT for who you are and the work you do
Gotta go. I love you, She Loves you: Love yourself!

Hidden forever from human eyes she whispers the world into being. Can u feel her?

What's YOUR experience of the Divine Feminine Portal today?

Visited by an Angel

Have you ever been visited by an Angel? It feels truly wonderful:

Unconditional Love.

The softest Golden Light.

Absolute Peace.

Knowing that you are eternal.

Feeling you belong.

Of course other energies allow you to feel this way! When you go straight to the Light, to Source, to the Divine, all those delightful qualities are present in every cell of your body.

For me the difference when an Angel is present is that I feel held, supported, tenderly accepted. I think Angels are the best friends. Angels deliver a softer, sweeter version of Divine Love in my experience

I am always so grateful when I am visited by an Angel or an Archangel. They make my day exquisite. Someone recently said: " @Sophie_Lhoste She is an angel of light" and I really feel that Angels
are my family. They have kept me going, guided me and kept me safe for the past 25 years. And Twitter is full of angels! We're in good company there!

Cultivate your relationship with angels: they will make you stronger and your life sweeter.

What are YOUR experiences with Angels? Leave a comment: together we learn!

Friday, July 24, 2009

What I love about Energy Healing

What I love about energy healing is the more I do it/live it the more I see the best in people. So now I consciously arrange my life that way:

1- I moved back to live in a very friendly, safe small town where people really care about each other and each other's kids. It makes my everyday life easier and sweeter.

2- I live in a beautiful corner of the world, close to nature because it's easier for me to do energy work here, stay balanced and thrive spiritually.

3- I am an energy healer which means that in every session and in every workshop I see the absolute best about my clients and students: I see
  • their eternal self which is pure Divine Love
  • their courage to change and heal even from the worst of nightmares
  • their ability to trust
  • their love for life
  • the Divine Light that shines through them
4- I regularly spend time on Twitter where so many individuals choose to be loving, positive and honest. The waves of love, support and respect often leave me with a full heart, a smile on my face and even in tears of joy. No kidding.

5- I only spend social time with positive, loving, respectful individuals.

6- In circumstances I cannot yet control I choose to see the most positive aspect of someone's decisions and behaviors, to feel grateful and to forgive.

I arrange my life so I always see the best in people. It supports me, sustains me, feeds my soul, softens my heart and sweetens my lips. The older I get the more I "have faith in humanity"!

I love you.

How do YOU arrange YOUR life so love, respect and tenderness flow through it daily? Let me know in your comments!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

New Energy Healing Peace

After days of tension we had some peace for a very short while and before I could blog about the quiet time and how peaceful it was the next wave started again at about 7PM EST today.

THANK YOU to all who took the time to share in response to my last Energy Healing Upgrade post : together we support, reassure and create a new peace! Your comments are in italics.

  • needing extra sleep and naps because: "I feel an exhaustion, nervous system overstimulated--even though there is not a lot on the outside that I am doing. It is exhausting 'just to be.' " (Thank you Johanna!)
  • "tingling not only in my head but also fingers and toes": yes, lots of activity in the crown chakra where we are receiving the information AND in the legs and feet where we are grounding ourselves to earth the extra energy and receive the support of mother earth
  • 'hormonal' type of feeling such as: feeling like extreme PMT, crying easily, putting on 10lbs in a few days and losing it all overnight, mood swings, feeling 'like a teenager', skin breaking out
  • the 'contractions' feel very much like birthing contractions: pressure on the heart, diaphragm, abdomen, lower back and spine. Women are reporting feeling those. Wonder if the men are as well?

  • computers crashing for a lot of people: " I finally shut down my computer and went home for the day." and: " My hard-drive on my computer went."
  • "moments of extreme inability to focus. Pure moments of near insanity :) " including: finding it hard to remember time, where we parked the car etc. The ability to type seems to have improved however.
  • " It seems like I don't have enough room to live; like things are closing in on me. I'm purging old things I don't wear or use."

  • "I sleep often and let myself sleep whenever I feel the urge." That's what many of us have been doing!
  • "letting it run its course..." Thank you for the wise advice Pattie!
  • "release everything certainly is helping to refocus"
  • Get rid of all clutter, on your computer, in your closets, in your house or office: When we look at or use things that we have outgrown they remind us of the past they belong to and keep us anchored there. Having those objects around encourage us to create nostalgia or resentment and keep part or our energy engaged at the vibrational level that we were at that time. The fewer reminders of the past we have around us the easier it is to vibrate at the level that you are meant to be at NOW.
  • "My diet has shifted to greater simplicity..."
  • be mindful to stay protected psychically, emotionally and PHYSICALLY so you are not affected by other people's mood swings and violent outbursts. Ask angels and friends to look out for you.

  • Feeling wonderful & very peaceful in between waves
  • increased creativity for many
  • shedding old patterns with ease
  • faster emotional healing
  • manifesting is much faster

the waves of energy are going to keep coming for the next 3 months. They are very much like birth contractions. With each one we are being brought to a higher, finer vibrational level.

  • grounded
  • aware
  • centered
  • grateful
  • loving
The change is so momentous that it is only revealed one step at a time and as much as we can cope with in each moment.
The transformation affects each one of us in a very personal way, depending on what we still need to change or learn.

What are YOU going through at the moment? Share in a comment below!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Energy Healing Upgrade

We had a short break. Yesterday at noon USA EST the energy became less intense, calmer. Lots of opportunities opened up, a lot of support came forward. I slept beautifully last night and woke up refreshed.

Since 9AM USA EST it feels like the dial has been turned up again and the waves of energy have started coming in again. I have checked with a few others and this is what we are experiencing:

  • Extreme difficulty keeping grounded even for me who is an expert at grounding!
  • feeling of 'contractions' all through the body have started again.
  • Tingling, warm, 'busy' sensation on the top of the head in the crown chakra.
  • it's been near impossible to think in a linear, logical way
  • sense of time is difficult
  • typing and reading are again very difficult. LOTS of typos
  • the urge to clear clutter
  • The essence of things and what matters shows easily
  • being shown what needs to change or be cleared from our energy systems
  • overwhelming urge to sleep at times
  • Electrical appliances blowing a fuse or not working properly: attune them to your new level of vibration
  • swinging from pure bliss and joy to irritability. That could be because being with Spirit is easy today but being in the body and with other people is difficult.

Overall it feels like a torrent of energy. There is no resisting it, I'll just do my best to navigate the raft through the white waters.

What helps:
  • grounding repeatedly
  • eating really healthy food, as pure as you can get and not too much of it
  • drinking lots of water
  • being aware of the changes
  • releasing blocks and old patterns as fast as you can
Let me know what YOU are going through today: leave a comment below!

Monday, July 13, 2009

The ocean of Eternal Love

To the mother of all Earth life and to the one she leads me to:

I am Love

I am the Ocean of Eternal Love

I am hope

I am you and you are me

I love you

I receive your love

I am happy to change so I become One with you and the Ocean

Together we are

the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine

creating a future of hope and ease

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Energy Wave Teleconference

What's going on with this energy wave?

And here is the replay, available for 30 days from today Sunday 12 July 2009.

Poor quality recording:

1- There is a very long silence at the beginning: please be patient with it and me: it was my first recording ever and it shows!!
2- The call was open 4 listeners to participate and there is a lot of background noise. (If you know how to clean this up or change it into a more pleasant recording: PLEASE call me or email me and tell me what to do! )

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Huge Energy Wave Tonight

Something is up people: we are in the process of receiving a huge wave of energy as I am writing this.

1- Huge Sadness
For me it started 2 days ago with humongous waves of sadness. I cried uncontrollably. It was like drowning in pain and sadness, an ocean of tears. I have reason to be heartbroken at the moment but NOT to that extent.
I know others, male and female, young and old who have been going through dramatic releases and changes in the last few days.

An hour ago Laurel Bleadon Maffei @AngelLaurel tweeted me: " Hi Sophie! Are you feeling any strange energy 2night? Feeling big upheaval energy. Started about 2 hrs ago..." She also said that at first "it felt like I could sob a river of tears that don't belong to me." Others have confirmed: "I felt it too about 3 hours ago...very intense...I started crying very deeply ".

Many thought they 'being hormonal' because of the crying and changing moods.

Those who could not feel their emotions because they don't have the support or don't feel safe doing so went to sleep for hours, napped at odd times. Someone slept so deeply her family could not wake her up for meals.

2- Pressure in the Head
All day there was pressure in the head, then on the spine. Others confirmed this also. Not like a headache. More like being in a pressurized airplane cabin.

3- A Wave of energy
About 3 hours ago now (9.30PM EST on Saturday July 11) the pressure suddenly increased tremendously.
Again Laurel described it perfectly: "About two hours ago I felt a huge wallop of energy. Very unsettling. The energy I felt was a wave of overwhelm from somewhere. Wasn't mine. It passed through me. Asked the angels to tend to it.
" I quickly checked with another 2 healers. One wrote: " I felt it too about 3 hours ago...very intense..."
As well as the head and spine it was now in the heart. Made me feel quite nauseous there for a while to tell you the truth! Kinda like the contractions of giving birth as I remember it.

4- Joy
By then I was feeling: "
I can barely keep grounded! But I am flying creatively w/it. It's NICE!"
My wise friend @WilliexEmanuel, Khemetic Priest Extraordinaire texted me: "It's a wave of joy." And I think he is right. As each wave releases it does feel like joy is increasing. I have been writing furiously for hours now (even before I started this post). I am in a state of heightened awareness and creativity at the same time. And as all good homeopaths will tell you, the proof that you are joyful is that you become more creative.

5- Surrender
To feel the joy, we need to relax into the energy. Let go of all fear so you can feel the joy right away. Surrender! What else have I been telling you for the past week? You see: we were being made ready for this!
Again @Williex Emanuel sensed what was happening and texted me: "Folks are finally connecting to and allowing themselves to be in their own joy, which connects them to the quantum joy-grid"

Surrender to this wave of energy and feel the sweetness of it!

6- Grounding
The more we ground this energy the more I feel:
  • comfortable (particularly breathing)
  • joyful
  • connected to others
  • the energy is spreading into my legs and feet
  • like the energy comes into me through my heart rather than my head

I have been feeling incoming waves of energy regularly for years. At first we all used to panic and wonder what was going on. The guidance was always (and still is, even tonight) the same: everything is ok, this is only an upgrade, go with the flow and enjoy the ride!

What is extraordinary tonight is that we ALL 6 of us that I quickly checked with felt the exact same energy start at the exact same moment. And it was CLEAR and POWERFUL enough that we could notice and pinpoint the exact time that it happened at!

This upgrade is for everyone. The healers felt first. It is going to ripple out to everyone. This is the planetary awakening. It's happening, right now!
  • Feel the Joy
  • Think positive
  • Keep grounded
  • Keep the energy waves flowing through and around you!

It is still happening as I am wrapping up this post. Let's see how long it goes on for and what happens next!

So people: did YOU feel it? What do YOU think is going on? If YOU receive some guidance or insight PLEASE share and leave a comment: together we create!

Why "Love" Hurts

"How did "love", life's greatest joy, our true nature become "unsafe"?" asked Ken Energy today on Twitter (@holymully). He asks the BEST questions! Honestly, the guy is a genius overflowing with compassion for humankind. Which is why his question resonates deeply into the pain of so many broken hearts.

I agree with Ken: Love is our true nature. We are Divine Love manifesting itself. We are Divine Joy incarnating.
That is why we enjoy "being IN love" so much: it reminds us of the Love Source that we used to be IN and that we come from. It reconnects us to our spiritual perfection. While the love connection is strong,
  • in a romantic relationship,
  • in a spiritual experience or
  • in a healing experience,
our emotions are at peace: bliss, heaven on earth.
It feels like:
" I love you now, in this moment and this is all that ever was, or ever will be." By @Adam Fyre ,the most gentle, in love with his wife poet on Twitter!

So many of us have done the work on ourselves and have learned to love deeply and to give generously. Why then does it also happen that we can create so much pain in the process of loving each other?

If we experience pain, clearly the opposite of love is at work. The great destroyer of love is fear. Fear of what?

Fear of receiving.

We all enjoy loving because it is an ACTION. It's Yang. It puts us in control. It's something we DO.

But being loved, receiving love, is more of a state of being. It's Yin, RECEPTIVE.

Now here is the catch: ready?

Being yin and receptive is how we were as infants. So if we had a good relationship with our carers we learned to trust deeply and bond at that very early, vulnerable and innocent time of our lives. We registered and still have good body and emotional memories of being cared for, held, vulnerable. These memories feel good and we can let go into that vulnerability again and again. We can allow ourselves to just be without doing. We know how to feel safe when we receive love. We know how to be intimate, emotionally as well as physically.

If you had an average Western infancy and childhood, chances are that the adults caring for you and holding you were at best tense, anxious, conflicted, emotionally repressed and at worst traumatized or traumatizing. You learned that:
being taken of care = experiencing tension
being taken care of = expecting uncertainty
being taken care of = experiencing pain
being taken care of = feeling fear

Intimacy? I think not!

You learned that:
receiving = being at risk of receiving tension, pain or fear
receiving = uncertain outcome.

Receiving? I think not!

You are going to want to AVOID at all cost the situations that remind you in any way of the situation where your vulnerability felt like powerlessness. That is when you have trouble letting go into intimacy, when you start making demands out of fear, when you create unreasonable attachments that stifle and constrict.

When we associate early memories with scary powerlessness, we become incapable of RECEIVING love. Or Love. We are still happy and keen to love others. But we cannot receive their love. That is when relationships hurt and then fail: everyone wants to love, to give (read: stay in control) and no one is receiving. Under the cover of love what is really taking place if a struggle for control and safety.

Most of us know how to love. We need to learn HOW TO RECEIVE LOVE.

It is easy and very possible to erase old memories and rewire our brain, our body and our energy system so we are free of negative associations. Contact me or any healer you trust to discuss this if you feel it would help you.

Do YOU know how to receive love and Love? Do you know how to BE IN LOVE and BE LOVE?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

The One Who Is

There are two aspects to the Divine: the masculine and the feminine.

Listen to me:

Even in Oneness there are two aspects to the Divine.

Her time has come back and people are talking about the rise of the Feminine power, the rise of the Goddess.

And it is true indeed that her power is becoming stronger but it is not because the Feminine is going to rule or control.

It is because she is about to create again.

We are at another turning point of creation. It is equivalent to the momentous decision that was made at the "Big Bang" to become Duality.

We are in the process of collectively deciding that we want to reabsorb duality into Oneness, to create differently. This process is irreversible. We are in the birth canal and there is no turning back.

Don't ask me what that it is going to look like in practice because I am a Quantum Healer, not a psychic.

I don't see the future:
I create the present, I am the present.

And all I know is that from my entrails, through the womb of the earth, through the consciousness of the universe, a new reality is being birthed as we speak. It is being born from the feminine of the Divine.

She I am speaking of never reveals her face.

While she has manifested with so many different names, faces and flavors through the ages, the One that I am speaking of, the One that IS at the core never reveals her face.

She just does what she does. She 'gets on with it' and makes it happen, like so many of the women we know.

Without fanfare, without glory, She is giving birth to a completely new world. Feel her inside of you, men and women of the earth: she is there for sure. Love her, protect her, respect her. She thrives on love and if you love her back she will keep your tiny little insignificant speck of consciousness in her plan. Otherwise, you will have to be reabsorbed as well and spat back as another entity. For she will not be stopped this time. We had our time of duality. And we messed it up.

We did not create love from duality. We did not create love from pain: we created more pain from pain. More torture from the torture, more separation from the separation. Don't tell her that we need duality to feel, evil to know good and night to appreciate the light. For she has been in absolute Oneness of Love for ever and eternity. Now she wants to create love from love. Let her decide: she is in control and there is nothing you can do about it.

Heed her warning: this IS the end of the world.
The end of the world as YOU know it.

She is becoming.


It does not happen often and you are very privileged to have consciousness and to have awareness at such a momentous time of the existence of the Divine creating itself into becoming more of the Love that it is.

Hear her call.

She is not the siren in the Ocean.
She IS the Ocean.
While her voice is mysterious and unfamiliar,
your whole universe was born of her loins on that voice.
She is stirring again,
about to create,
and become
before she recedes
for another eternity.

This is not poetry. This is what is happening. Trust me and make the most of it. Thank you. She bows to you for listening. In the listening is the healing.

How are YOU experiencing the awakening of the Divine Feminine? What is YOUR part in this process of creation? Share in a comment and leave a link to relevant resources! THANK YOU: we learn together!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

The Point of No Return

After I wrote the post "How to Surrender", many contacted me expressing that they find it difficult to surrender. We all find it scary.

It's not in our culture. We are all trained to be super in control go-getter alpha males and females. Surrendering is compared to a military defeat, a lost battle, a weakness.

Well, we can only let go of what we have. Surrendering is letting go: how can you let go of something you never had? So the first step to true surrender is actually to BE IN CONTROL!

Being in control of our lives and having a sense of purpose gives us self esteem, makes it easier to like and love ourselves. IT CREATES A SENSE OF SAFETY.

When we feel safe, we relax and we learn to TRUST. And this my friends is the key to surrendering. We need to, we absolutely must trust so we can surrender.That is why traditionally we attached ourselves to a master who had already gone through the process and we knoew we could trust. It still helps if you can find one, as I have. Otherwise, we just need to create community to mentor and support each other.

When we start feeling safety and trust in our bodies and souls, we can loosen our grip on life and FORGIVE. As we forgive we realize that no one is to blame in the big cosmic order of things and that we can only ever take RESPONSIBILITY for what we choose and make happen in our lives.

So there you have it: create safety and trust, forgive and take responsibility.

By now we are good people. And pretty smug on the inside usually. We know what we are doing spiritually. Might even have some healing, meditative or psychic powers we learned the hard way! We have mastered it, earned it. It feels goooooood! We feel like little gods walking among confused humans. We hold the map in our hand. Yes!

Oops: we're missing this crucial element: HUMILITY. Now let's be honest: no one wants to learn that one! hahaha! even those of us who wholeheartedly jumped into awareness, honesty and radical forgiveness don't really want to have their ego broken up and ground down into humble powder! So the divine, the goddess, the universe, your kids, your partner, your neighbor or your boss will oblige. Make no mistake: we all do it for each other. We all break someone and are broken by someone. If not, some 'act of God', an accident, a terrible long illness or a near death experience will get the job done.

THAT is the scary part of surrendering: we don't know what's on the other side until we've been through it. (Kind of like giving birth for those of you who have!) All we know is that the people on the other side seem really happy.

In practice most of us surrender one issue at a time. If we changed too fast most of us would loose our bearings and become mentally ill. Spiritual enlightenment is close enough to madness as it is!

But I tell you: after all the anguish, the torture, the feeling that "I can't do it!", the tears, there is that moment of annihilation, of complete letting go, of SURRENDER and in the next instant, all of sudden, your heart is pure peace, you are absolutely at one with the Divine, everything is clear, your breathing is deep. All pain has disappeared: you are pure loving joy. You have dissolved into love.

Set your intention to get there and it will happen, for sure, because it is your human nature to want to know the divine. It is easier than ever now that we are at this collective point of no return: go with it, let the wave carry you. You are not the first one to cross over: there are already healers, mystics and religious leaders waiting for you on the other side.

What issue are YOU surrendering at this time of your life? Are YOU reaching your point of no return?

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Incoming Energies Update

1- It seems that the pressure that had been mounting since January 09 has eventually let up. Gone are the nightmares, headaches, neck pain and dizziness after drinking gallons of water, spending time in nature, sleeping and resting lots.

2- More recently many have told me of intestinal discomfort that I can only explain as detox. Many of us are changing our diets, mostly to lighter, healthier and/or more raw food. I think we are all trying to raise our bodies' vibration to be congruent with the incoming energies that we asked for and are choosing to host and to become.

3- Our relationship with the divine is deepening and becoming more everyday and common place. Many are
  • becoming more aware
  • feeling more supported
  • opening up
  • more able to see and heal patterns that we never saw before.

4- In the last 10 days, I have been hearing amazing stories from individuals whose lives are changing for the better, in very unexpected ways, after they had completely given up on them.
I hear things like: "All my relationships are changing for the better." "I had completely given up on him. He suddenly contacted me out of the blue and apologized!"
The truth of the heart is being revealed. People are seeing things differently, deciding to be humble, to apologizing, to renew and repair COMMUNICATION, allowing the LOVE TO FLOW again.

5- I also see relationships and lives suddenly and unexpectedly coming to an end. Again, it seems the the truth of the matter is being revealed. We can't hold a false vibration any more and for love to flow again, we need to let go of what is broken damaged, built on shaky foundations. Watch out next Wednesday for potential arguments, particularly between male and female, not necessarily couples!

What to do?
  • Go with the flow
  • keep smiling
  • keep a pure and loving intention

It's a tsunami wave and the best you can do is just ride it!

I know we are not used to uncertainty and we don't like it in the West, it's not been in our culture for centuries. But we don't have a choice right now.

The good news is that after the uncertainty comes
  • crystal clarity
  • a deeper sense of peace
  • acute intuition,
  • easier access to the divine
  • manifestation is sweeter, easier and faster. But it needs to come from the heart!

So where are YOU at in this amazing fast paced transformation journey we are all on together?

PS: I just read Caryl 's post on her blog "Charms of Light" and she talks about the same thing in much pore poetic terms! Well worth a read!

Friday, July 3, 2009

How to Surrender

There is only one thing that is really going to help with the flow of incoming energies and that is: SURRENDER!

We are being pushed this way and that. We are changing fast. Our circumstances are changing: our jobs, how we earn, how we spend, what we value, where we want to live, who we want to live with. The people around us are growing as well. Holding on to what we used to perceive as reality is not going to help.

Resistance is futile and infantile: it will only create more pain! (headaches, back ache, anxiety, etc).
The grown up, mature thing to do is to admit that you don't have a clue what's going on and keep an open mind.

How do we surrender? Gently and slowly so we feel safe through the process:
  1. The first thing to do is to OWN the change. Recognize that the reason this awakening is happening and affecting us so deeply is because we asked for it! We have been complaining about the way things are since for ever and wishing for them to change. Guess what? Things ARE changing.
  2. The second thing is to recognize the Divine hand at work and TRUST that what is happening is for the best. Things might even improve: it's not like what we had was so great or worked so well for everybody, right?
  3. Keep a clear, pure intention and think positive so what you create is for the highest good of all concerned
  4. Stop fighting. Go with the flow. Allow things to happen.
  5. Know, in every cell of your body, that you are at one with the Divine.
  6. Dissolve into love

This is not theory: this is practice! This is how I live!

Go on, try it! Close your eyes, breathe deep and allow. Surrender. Allow what? Nothing in particular. Just allow. Surrender. Allow yourself to grow into being more of who you really are: Divine Love in the motion of creating itself. It feels lovely, warm, supportive.
Trust and divine love are very real, very physical sensations. That is why we are here: for the Divine Light to incarnate (means to come into the flesh). And being human is one of the divine manifestations. En-JOY!

If you have any blocks with any of this: send me an email or give me a call: I can help. Really!

What do YOU need to let go of to allow and surrender? Let me know in your comments: we are all learning together!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Help with the Incoming Energies

Because Twitter is such a fantastic resource here are some great blogs I and others have been sharing on Twitter. Have a look, see what you think! Hope it helps. I'll blog more later today about my experience of what's happening right now.

The Kundalini Reiki guy with a big heart who really loves his wife: Frank Dickinson:

Kim Gould the
MultiDimensional Human Design woman who explains really well why we are being so affected at the moment

Karen Bishop has great info about how we are physically affected

Laurel Bleadon-Maffei, M.A. Angel Therapy Practitioner® Channel for the Angelic Realms who channels Josephus & the Wisdom Council.

What information are YOU receiving about the incoming energies and the planetary awakening? Please SHARE your experiences and channeled information! Email me at sophielhoste@gmail and I'll post it here!

You can also book a session with me if you want help staying balanced.